Things this year have gone by faster than I have expected. They have also turned out in a way that I never intended. For one, I am finally making an attempt to advance in my medical career, and for once I can finally say I am consistent in my weight loss journey
With working full time, going to class, going to clinical, and trying to enjoy my twenties, I can definitely say that my life is going to be a whirlwind of events. I’m sure by the time I look up and am able to pause it is going to be March. But I am finding some kind of pleasing challenge with that. Other than being scared out of my mind of failing, I find that this year can be the moment where I grow the most.
I have struggled with sharing my story in fear of judgment from failing. Let’s be honest here, my journey hasn’t had that many wins as of late. But I am glad to say that although it has been rough and things haven’t turned out the way I planned, I am still standing. I find something encouraging about that. My faith is going to take the journey of a lifetime this year. Backing away from it with hurt and anger in my heart, I have come to realize that I had been doing the opposite of what I was supposed to do. Now, I am running towards Christ. Well, I’m kind of limping. One step at a time!
I can’t promise I’m going to be put together 100 percent of the time. But I can say, that I am going to try to keep it together. I have many dreams that I want to be fulfilled this year. Yes, I did kind of pile them all up at once, but hard work and building a foundation can lead to an entire lifestyle change that affects all parts of your life. I’m hoping it changes mine for the better! Lots of lessons, frustration, happiness, peace, anxiety, conquering, and most importantly, memories!
