I’ve been trying to figure out what to say on here for the past few months. I keep coming up with a blank. So I thought I’d keep it short.
I’m not giving up.
I thought failing was not going to happen to me. Especially only by a few points. But it happened. I start back class in a few months and I have a lot on my plate to get ready.
Being honest, I’ve come to the realization that this short break was exactly what I needed in order to reflect on myself. I’ve never been out of school and just worked on being an EMT and learning new study habits. This is the first time where I have looked at myself and started to take care of myself.
Out of the countless times I have posted about my fitness journey I can finally say I now take it seriously. From my meal prepping routine to my workout routine. Even to make sure to prioritize my time. Even when being actively in medic school I did a pretty good with managing my time. I never thought that I would miss the chaotic life so much juggling studying, working full time, and doing clinicals. But I do. So I put myself back on the hectic study schedule to work my way back in ahead of time before I dive back into medic school retaking pathophysiology.
I’ve always feared this moment with getting back into things and sharing my story. But what the heck right? Everyone has their story as to how they became the great person they are even when they have the ups and downs. Whether it is with medicine, fitness, or just their daily social lives. It all counts.
I’ve always wanted to influence people but I never thought I was capable due to my own failures. It’s time I change that. All of us have something to offer in life. It’s time I put mine on the table. With that being said, I may have been knocked down… a lot. But here I go getting back up.
